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And i bid you, Adieu.

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 15:57:54 GMT

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PISSED

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 16:47:06 GMT

Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong
For tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out I'm nothing without you

You know sometimes how you feel used in your own home?
Or perhaps you feel like everything that is yours, is no longer yours?
And maybe a slight inkling of ppl infringing on your privacy?
You can't use your things the way you want to?

Sometimes i wish someone could think of me, and how i feel.
And y'know, it doesn't pay to be nice - or sympathetic,
Cause the things that one promises you, may not come to pass.
And you're left feeling used and abused,
Gone is your self.

What if the world had changed, would you stay the same?
What if the words were gone, would you still sing my song?
What if my pride was taken, would you snatch it back?
What if my time had went, would you spend yours?

Counting Down

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 16:00:32 GMT

A Levels seem too near to be true.

Tmr (today, actually) marks the start of BT1 all the way till after March holidays (those scheming teachers!).
It seems like a long shot, but after that BT2 comes during the June holidays.
Prelims - After the Sept holidays. (IMPORTANT!)
And TADAH, the BIG A.

It scares me to see how time just flies past you like that.
It freaks me out even more when i realize that I CANT DO MATH. Crap^100000.
Right now, i term all my seniors "A LEVEL SURVIVORS" cause they all deserve it.
It takes a truckload of determination and grit to get past this hurdle, much more than i thought it would take.
But ah well, faith without works is dead, i cant believe in God and prop my legs up and watch tv, believing i'll get A for everything.
Straight As.
I think i can. I know i can.
I MUST - if i wanna go, where i wanna go.
:D
Wish me luck! Pray, more like it. (:

WOWSERS.

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 11:39:33 GMT

Wow, it's been long since i blogged.

For the past few weeks my life seemed like a drama of sorts - Ups and downs, backstabbing, redemption and renewal of the spirit.
It's weird though, looking back in restropect, how a few weeks can zoom past without one giving it much consideration.

The weeks have gone past without much productivity - academically.

Rolland keeps track of my study hours.
Sadly speaking, if only he had numbers to log down on my column.
BT1 is next week, and here i am - BLOGGING.
Not even studying, for Christ's sake.

GP.
Chemistry.
Mathematics.
Economics.
Literature.

BANES.

MY NEWEST ANTHEM! :D

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 12:30:32 GMT

CHRIS TOMLIN - YOU LIFTED ME OUT

Verse 1
You turned my way
You heard my cry
You turned my mourning into shouting
Sorrow may last for a night
But with the light I am seeing
I am singing

Chorus
You lifted me out
You lifted me out
And set me dancing, dancing
Free, now I am free
Your love rescued me
Now it�s the anthem I�m singing

Verse 2
Many will see
Many will hear
And find You strong enough to save
Many the wonders You have done
Your light has come, I am singing
I am singing

Chorus
You lifted me out
You lifted me out
And set me dancing, dancing
Free, now I am free
Your love rescued me
Now it�s the anthem I�m singing

Bridge
Lost is where You found me
Shattered and frail
But You love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But You never will
You never will

Chorus
You lifted me out
You lifted me out
And set me dancing, dancing
Free, now I am free
Your love rescued me
Now it�s the anthem I�m singing

Dear God

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 15:34:31 GMT

Dear God,

It's been hard lately.
I'm tired of work overload, and committments ever ravaging through my schedule.
It's Thursday, and i can't seem to hold on for one more week.

I'm excited for tmr, i'm excited for sat,
But God, i really need You more in my life.
I've been neglecting You lately, and i realize that without Your power and strength to sustain me,
I really can't hold on.

I'm tired of school and everything else.
Nothing in this world matters except You and the people You've placed close to my heart.
Bless and protect them Lord, keep them and sustain them,
Just as You've sustained me over the last week.
I trust You Lord, please, help my family too.

I love You and i need You Lord.
Just like You've said in Your Word, that if i have the faith as small as a mustard seed, i CAN move mountains IN YOUR NAME.

"Lord don't move that mountain, give me strength to climb it".

Great Expectations

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 09:26:40 GMT

That day i attended Mrs Tan's lecture on Great Expectations (finally, they've started),
And suddenly the idea of "coming full circle" imprinted itself in my mind.
I've been thinking about it the past two days (almost nonstop).
How connections are made;
How the beginning already foreshadows the end,
The randomousity of people.
Maybe our life is one big literature text, and there's someone reading about you right now (Stranger Than Fiction, haha).

This blog used to be so happy, and now it's so depressing.
Ah well, school does that to the best of people.

Let's have a happy picture to lighten the mood.

I think it's true that Lit students think too much.
TOO MUCH.

On a brighter albeit nonsensical/random note:

I own Bryan at DJMax. Hehe.
I love those Warcraft/Diablo/Starcraft CGI thingies Blizzard does.

Time to catch up on work.

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One moonlit midnight, a boy and a girl walked home.
They missed the last bus, and had no choice but to brave the howling wind of the night.
The girl fumbled and limped as she walked, and the boy, although paying notice to their conversation, asked,

"What's wrong? Are you okay?"
"Yeah, it's just my new shoes. They're giving me blisters."

Without a word, he halted in his tracks while she obliviously she carried on.
He came running after her.

"Here. Wear this."

In his hand he held a pair of socks, in his other hand he lifted up a pair of shoes.
She declined and walked on.
He pulled her and shoved the shoes into her arms.

After she had slid her feet into his size 11 shoes, she wriggled her toes in the emptyness of each shoe.
He held her hand, and carried on walking barefoot against the gravel ground, holding her pair of heels.

Walking for twenty minutes, she could sense his pain from walking on the stony floor with his bare feet.

"Wear your shoes back."

He looked in the distance.

Taking off his shoes on her feet, she felt disappointed at his eagerness to have his shoes back.
Walking across the traffic light, she noticed a construction site right beside her.

"Hold my bag."

She held onto his bag, while he hoisted her up on his back, walking past the construction site, all the way home.

"Bye. Goodnight."

(:
I LOVE YOU! :

What if my time had went, would you spend yours?

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 13:17:53 GMT

The first day of school after Orientation sucked.
I'm harbouring so many of my secrets, afraid of my family finding out.
I'm scared of letting people know - and in that process of shutting ppl up i offend even more people.

I'm tired - tired of school (lectures & tutorials), council, tests, Bryan, PE (training) etc.
I'm just exhausted.
Now let me sleep.

With School On Monday... ...

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 19:13:12 GMT

I don't even know where to begin.

Orientation was a blast, it was much funner than i expected (and much more tiring too).
The week flew past though, and monday's gonna be here real soon.
I'm tired, i admit, and i really really don't wanna go back to lectures and tutorials.

I've strayed away from my friends, my boyfriend, my family for the past week.
I haven't talked to them (meaningfully) for the past week.
I miss them.

I don't know why,
But why the sudden coldness?
The sudden revelation of having noone beside you - to comfort you, to hear your sorrows, to lend you a crying shoulder?
I've suddenly lost all that - in a span of a week.

I stay up thinking - why in the world did i do that?

WORRIED

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 15:14:35 GMT

Despite all the busy-ness in Orientation,
All the fatigue and weariness,
All the fun and games,
Love from OG32,

At the end of the day,
I REALLY WONDER:

CHAR, HOW ARE YOU?
WONG, ARE YOU ALRIGHT?
SIHUI, HOW'S YOUR DAY?

These are the friends that matter.
And i miss talking to you guys cause im so tired to reply your msges when i reach home.

Charmaine Wong!!! There has been nothing from you! ):
Im worried.